📝 - LETTERS TO THE UNIVERSE

Dear Universe, my sweet Source, _(this entry is a lighter version of another one)_\ \ I want to say so much, but the words are hidden. I want to pour my Soul out, because my pain, my loss, my tears are reaching out to the closest stars from this school planet I came on, too long ago, singing a vibrational melody of melancholy. \ I long to lie in your infinite field of Unconditional Love and Pure White Light, just as I remember at my beginning. Before tasting over, and over, and over again, beyond your learning matrix, the sour and cold taste of the REM (Reptilian Matrix). Today, I can vaguely remember what it feels like to be held in some genuine loving arms, what it feels like to have friends or a family, what it feels like to do anything with some ease. \ Death & Rebirth, after deaths & rebirths, I never felt the density and heaviness of the REM as much as today. I have shed a considerable amount of useless things, lies and limiting beliefs, but I’ve never been as isolated, alone, lonely and lost as today in a strange land.\ My Soul is crying out for help, beyond Love. How far must the experience go to get better, on the right path, to receive, after recalibration? My Soul is dying out here. My heart is suffocating out here. My body is this envelope, wondering if it’s gonna be soon its end. But the last cells of pure white light within, your essence refuses such an outcome, because this life is the last one. What has to be healed has to be, what has to be learned has to be, what has to be reprogrammed has to be. I cannot handle another cycle of that again, another physical birth. \ It seems that my transcript device, to receive and understand guidance and messages from my cosmic team, is broken or malfunctioning, or I wouldn’t be floating around trying to grab hold of something, anything, around, and manifestation would enter my space and expand with a better ease. _**“I am Pure Love because the Source is me, and I am part of the Source.\ I am infinite ease because the Source is me, and I am part of the Source.\ I am infinite abundance because the Source is me, and I am part of the Source.”**_\ \ :purple heart: Dear Source/Universe, can you connect me with another being of love that will give me its hand to help me anchor on a solid ground, to dig me out of my phoenix ashes and help me reach the light? :purple heart: Dear Source/Universe, can any of my knowledge, skills and abilities be used to bring me what I need to keep this roof above my cat and me, and give us food and water? :purple heart: Dear Source/Universe, can you make this new, stronger and brighter version of me - the Phoenix - fly again?\ \ :purple heart: Dear Universe, my sweet Source of Unconditional Love, can I experience harmony in all aspects of this life, especially the financial one? and … :purple heart: Dear Universe, my sweet and loving Source, my home, since I am waiting for this manifestation for quite some time, and I work my ass out to transform and heal, can you make this beautiful miracle happen within the next 5 days?\ \ Thank you.\ Your Phoenix - Revin.