Hi, I wasn’t sure where to put this and hope that it’s ok to discuss this here. I’m having some difficulties getting this started. This is mainly a post for EA but obviously open to all which makes this hard. EA I just saw your interview on WatchMojo and that was my first exposure to you and now I see why it took me 5 years to run across you. Your pragmatic and authentic approach was what pushed you over the edge of someone who was true with their intentions which unfortunately finding people like that is harder than one may think. Your backstory was very interesting and hearing the path you had to take to get where you are was refreshing to hear and showed me that you were someone that would understand my story, hopefully. I’m stuck in a place similar to where you were early in your life, thinking what I am experiencing, I will tell to know one, because absolutely no one would believe me and write it off as mental illness.
My story though, is not like yours EA, I “achieved” my level of consciousness through what I now know was a very “unconventional” path. I feel like I can trust this community because most of what you said is what I’m being lead to believe, but most of all the way you described how when you first accepted them you were mad at them for just “watching” us and you still go through phases of anger with them not helping when they most certainly should have, I feel the EXACT same way and have expressed that to them ALL the time, it’s one of my most frustrating aspects of them. You hit me hard when you talked of your disappointment when you realized that “they” are basically societally structured like us, I wanted what you wanted that the rest of the galaxy was peaceful and a utopia, not basically a version of a universe like star wars, fuck (sorry about swearing I tend to do that often I’ll try my best to keep it to a minimum) that took me awhile to accept.
I was never into what your website is all about. Throughout my whole process, I actually actively fought not go to there. For me the whole “spirituality” side was actually a barrier to my continue growth consciously so we had to set that aside at first during my trials/training. But now I see why they nudged me toward you, its time for my acceptance that there is a true “spiritual” side to the universe. For me I couldn’t use the word “spirituality” it’s human meaning is too intrenched in my trauma to move past so I substituted it with the generic “consciousness” which is what this is all about any ways, human consciousness. I’d say in the last year in half I’ve been learning a lot more about remote viewing and what it’s all about along with the “psychic” aspect of the whole “UAP” phenomena the rest of the world is being distracted with. Sorry I could care less about this whole “technology” bullshit that most people are struck at because they can’t begin to accept that we are not alone in the universe, laughable to even think that now to me but as we all know that’s why we are all still stuck in this shit hole of a reality because most humans are kept at such a low frequency and are unable to escape it, which is for the most case is not humans fault. This is one aspect that I got so upset with at first before I learned the truth of what humanity truly is and accepted it.
Sorry I tend to ramble on when I write about his because I NEVER do and I’m what the kids call neurodiverse – The 90’s were my coming of age years so of course all my “weirdness” was never understood by anyone at the time and always brushed off as bad behavior, “all I need to do is apply myself” que the eye roll but now that I’ve grown I understand why I had to be the one to go through that. I would never have made it to this level of consciousness if it wasn’t for my past and all its traumatic events. My ascension process as previously stated was unorthodox and not expected.
Obviously I don’t need to beat around the bush here we all know I’m talking about NHI or “alien” life/consciousness whenever I use the word “they”. I group them all because my trail/game doesn’t allow me to know specifically which ones I’m dealing with as it does change daily or even by the minute. Again, sorry I’m sure I’m confusing the shit out of the majority of you and I do apologize a lot of this stuff just has no words to describe it because you have rely only on your “authentic” in the moments “emotional state” to know what they are saying/doing. For me it fucking sucks, at the moment I’m not allowed to talk to them like you do EA, I am not able to astro project my consciousness at this moment. Well actually I was never really able to “remote view” anything or “see” anything, no my painful gift was to “feel” EVERYTHING emotionally/mentally and never be taught or helped to understand why I was feeling all that I was even at the most basic “human” level of understanding our emotions. My parents unfortunately were cold, unemotional, never talked about feelings, never expressed “love”, never hugged or kissed goodbye so from the minute I sprung into this reality I was on my own to understands its massive emotional interconnected web of beautify chaos. Needless to say, it didn’t go very well for the first 40 years of my life. But I’m here because the next 5-6 years I did something consciously that when said is going to come off as egocentric or narcissistic or batshit crazy but what I’ve been led to believe by them is that I’m the first human to “attain this level of consciousness” the way I did. It just wasn’t supposed to happen; it wasn’t what my initial “consciousness” setting was supposed to be able to do. Like I said I was never like EA when I was younger although my intuition was always on point, I just never choose to understand it. I was also never really able to astro project or remote view before I met them but was starting to get there when I did catch their attention. I’m so jealous of all the humans that have great abilities like remote viewing.
Ok I need to give you the very brief cliff notes of my basic story with “them”. In October 2020 I began to see and feel their presence and it was a very weird at the time to say the least, then in November 2020 I had a true “encounter” now was I “abducted” physically probably not, consciously most certainly. It was right after the 2020 American election (I am an American) that I started to feel different and see things that just didn’t make sense at that the time, or I saw things that lined up undeniably with what my present moment thought process was at, like I’m “think my dog is great” then instantly a dog related commercial popped up. Yes this happens to a lot of people but for me it was happening all the time with everything; to say the least I was freaking out a bit trying to right my reality but then a week later I experienced something that I still can’t comprehend or truly remember in detail any more unfortunately. All I remember was I was waking up from a nap, which I don’t remember starting but I couldn’t open my eyes very long without having them feel like being forced to shut. All I knew at that moment I was in my bedroom on my bed. I was facing a why that I never do because it’s opposite of how the bed is positioned. I was close up to the wall and then I just kicked the wall with both my feet, I knew I did this, at the time didn’t realize I was on my bed but I couldn’t really stop myself from kicking it again, and then on the third time I kicked a hole in the wall. Then I stopped and next I’m lying on my bedroom floor again. I can barely fight to open my eyes to get a location before I have to shut them. Next I’m naked on the floor in the fetal position next to my dogs’ bed, still eyes not being able to open or becoming “fully aware” of my surroundings.
It is at this time that I “hear” them. Not as if speaking in the same room as me but I hear them in my head and the only two things I clearly remember from the event is them saying “we got him, he’s at 20%” then “Ok, I’m in lets go” at that point it felt like my “being” was ripped out of my body and it was like a scene from a moving when the camera pans out from the planet Earth and it keeps panning until you are at the being of the universe, yeah that’s what I saw in very fast motion, I was ripped out then shot back in and next thing I’m sitting on my couch, naked awake fully aware. I do have to mention that during the week leading up to this when things were “weird” and a day before this event happen I was starting to think I was communicating with “aliens” as crazy as it seemed at the time but at one point I was asked if I wanted to do this, was I sure I wanted to participate in this “game” and yes they called it a “game” although it was truly a “test” and I stupidly said, sure why not what’s the worst that could happen.
I’m sharing this because finally I’m hoping I found a place I can learn more about what’s going on and hopefully not be written off right at the start as crazy. Like EA said it’s what I experienced, it is/was my reality believe it or not that’s not my issue, I’m just trying to find my place with my people. I’m currently alone in this, which is an aspect of why I was able to get through the test but now that it’s over and I have to “be patient” for what’s next I really would like to find my people, and it appears they are letting me.
Sorry for how long this is, there is obviously a lot to all this. It just feels amazing to say this out loud and get it out in the universe 😉
I will answer any questions, I will share my full history if anyone wants to hear it but for me I’ll be creeping around here learning and watching. Not sure how much interacting I’ll do.
I will give a challenge to all those who can remote view or astro project please try to find me. I’m not sure exactly how it works but I’ll help you by giving you a general area to start looking at then see if you see my light, fyi you won’t, they won’t let you but they may so if you want to try give it your best shot just be aware that they are ALWAYS present with me in one form or another and when you get close enough to me they will in one way or another let you know they are there too. If you think you found my general location feel free to message me or post it and I’ll let you know if you’re close.
EA you said on the interview you’re Canadian specially I heard Ontario well clue one like I said I’m American but live in a place where I could drive to Ontario and cross the board easily within a day. Good luck!
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